Spiti Hans
I am where I ought to be. Surrounded by windows, I sit in an upstairs room of a house that is not my home. To my right is the sheltered bay of a Greek island. The light has gone from the harbour, but further out the sun shines on open water. I stayed here for a while ten years ago and used to walk to the rocks on the headland and ask myself questions from a Tahitian painting. Sometimes I met Yiannis, the village drunk on his way to the bar. His mother had died that year so he was worse than ever. I didn’t speak enough Greek for a lucid conversation, so except for a passing nod and "hello", we had no way to exchange stories. He drank to kill his pain. For reasons of my own I did the same. In those days I was friends with an English rose named Melissa who lived with her American lover, a laconic Vietnam veteran writing his book. He jokingly called her by the nickname Hole and she seemed to go along with it. One day we met as she walked home with an arm